Monday, March 15, 2010

If It's What We Want

Why is it that we bitch and moan all the time about what we want, yet... when it finally is in front of us, we sabotage the entire situation? Do we feel we aren't deserving of positive of prosperous things?

It's like the people we've begged for have finally come into our lives, they're here and tangible... the beautiful girl who takes your breath away with the wind in her hair, who's witty intellect paints a smile across your face with each multiple syllabled word she uses. How she smirks when something is amusing, yet throws her head back when something is hilarious. You notice how she rubs her palm with her thumb when she is annoyed... you notice these things, yet, when you have the chance to talk to her, and develop things, you shoot them down the drain before they've even started...

Or the guy you meet, standing there at the post office, you shy away and say how cute he is, yet you only talk to your friend about it and never do anything to change the situation. He's what you deserve, but do you say anything?... Nevermind the fact that he's giving you eyes, those are misleading right?... What is the worst that can happen? Rejection from a complete stranger, boo fucking hoo. You never have to see this person again, so get over it, and get over yourself. If you're not willing to put yourself on the line for a second, no one is going to be willing to put themselves on the line for your for the rest of his or her life.

When we believe that we don't deserve something, chances are, we won't know how to deal with it when we finally do get it so unexpectedly... how unfortunate.

Learn My Lesson - Daughtry

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